Day 8 without Fatty❤

This was the last photo I took with Edmund before I left Tekong. Look at the sad boy!

LOL. Just joking, he's not sad at all. Just a little sick on that day.

So that's the reason to his expression! Poor fatty.

He was sick yesterday. With fever and sore throat. Worried about him but I can't be there to take care of him.

I remembered everytime when he's sick, I need to go to his house and take care of him.

*Sayang* him and help him do all the shits but now he need to take care of himself. 

Hope he will be better today.

 Thanks god he still called me last night despite his sore throat. I miss him:)

Last night I went out with his mum and her friend. I ought to be at Fatty's house waiting for his mum to come back from Chinatown.

But can you imagine, staying in Fatty's room alone, with baby beside me but without Fatty there, how will you feel?

I am sure I won't be able to take it. So I decided to follow them to Chinatown instead.

I really miss going everywhere with Fatty beside me. I looked at the pants he always wore but it just remain at the same place for days..

I looked at his bed but it's so neat, I'm so not use to it.

Anw, left 3 days! Bloody 3 days and I could finally see my Fatty!

I really can't wait for this 3 days to pass like rocket and Fatty book out soon!

Lots of misses from me to him:)

To me. I always think its my luck to have you as mine. I always think that having you are not a big deal.

I took things for granted not knowing, even if I knew it, I still think its naturally should be that way. I never think before what I do and I still have the face to argue with you over it.

Till the day you left me to army, I knew I was wrong. Wrong in so many ways. Wrong in everything I did

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I didn't put in the effort which I always said I did. I never really look at things in other ways. I always think that everything should go this way but no, there are many other ways.

I always think that you just want to take the opportunity to scold me. To nag at me. Its not true, you want me to learn from my mistakes. Yet till today, I never learn or change anything..

Dar, sorry to always quarrelled with you, sorry for breaking promises I made thousand times. Sorry for lying to you. Im so sorry in everything.

I will be more mature and more understanding girlfriend in the future, I will think before I speak and no more lame joke from me.
I will save money asap. So after NS, we could move forward to bother stage. I will be the lady that support you at your back.

I know days in NS are tough and boring. But please remember, Im going though everything with you. I will be there for you whenever you need.

So if you have anything that you want to say, please tell me. Even if I cant solve it for you, at least, I hope I could listen to all your troubles..

Thanks for the past 3 years and 7 months. I really regret in the way I treated you. But still I never regret giving my precious lifetime to you. Meme will love and protect you from everything, 我爱你.