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| My name is BITCH.. |
Disappointed with myself. Why am I always like this? Boyfriend just need me to understand him and put myself in his shoe and think. But I always fail doing it and make it worse.
Sorry Boy:( I don't know why I am always out of control! I'm such a lousy girlfriend right?
You always forgive me throughout this 2 years plus but I always don't learn from my mistake.
Wasn't your fault yesterday but you still talk to me first.
Damn god. I really should change this fcuk up character of mine. Else I think one day you will leave me...
I really hate boyfriend seeing their ex in any event. But after yesterday, its okay. I trust my boy:)
He didn't avoid my questions and even answer me patiently. So I really can feel that.. His heart wasn't with anyone but me. I will learn to be a better girlfriend.
I didn't betray my boyfriend. He was so upset with me meeting my sec sch classmate that's a guy. Alone but at bf's house nearby. I thought boyfriend knew I'm meeting 'him' not 'she'.
I'm wrong, boyfriend thought i'm meeting a 'she'. I felt so bad... I mean I should think properly before I do anything.
I only think for myself. If I don't like it den boyfriend will like it? Of course NO!
Felt so bad like I betray my boyfriend but OF COURSE I DIDN'T! I just meet my classmate because I really have nothing to do. Just a SIMPLE CHIT CHAT!
Boyfriend so so so so so upset...
CHUAHBEELING are you STUPID? I mean you have such a nice and caring boyfriend. Everytime when you made a mistake, he will still forgive you. Think about it, how many times can he still forgive you?
Please learn from all the mistakes you had made, if not you can be prepare, Your boyfriend will leave you soon. So if you want him so much.. Stop making mistake..
Sorry Dar. Thank you for forgiving me.. I know this time I really overboard. You should be angry and you have the right to angry.
I really love you but I'm too selfish. Everytime you meet your friends, I will always quarrel with you.
Causing you to be angry and didn't have a good time to gather with them. Despite all these, you still continue to be with me.
I should be grateful but I didn't. I take things for granted and always push all the blames on you.
Sorry... I know I told you many times, promised you many times that won't happen again but I didn't make it real.
I really need you to trust me again. Give me sometime, I will kick this lousy character out from my mind and be a better girlfriend. Thanks Dardar. Thanks for staying by my side. I promise you, I will wait for you to complete your NS and we will stay together. After that we will get marry? Okay, Think too far...
Lastly, I'm so sorry...